on that usual our pillow talk right before malicca go to bed.
i said to him,
"i want to be a better mom.
how do you think i can be a better mom?
what kind of mom do you want to have?"
you patted my arm.
"kaya gini aja. udah kaya gini aja titan sukanya."
"but i don't think i am a good mother nowadays.
i want to be better.
i want to be more patient."
then you said
"ya titannya harus lebih nurut sama bunda.
biar bunda enggak marah-marah jadinya a better mom deh."
"do you think so?"
inside i was feeling so happy, i nailed you dear boy.
"iya bunda. udah ah, titan mau bobo.
jangan ajak ngobrol terus ya.
good nite, tomorrow will be a better day!
bismika allahumma ahya wa bismika amut."
i zipped my mouth, then i heard you snored.
the most wonderful sound on earth i love to hear over and over.
yes, tomorrow always a better day dear boy.
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